08 April 2011

mood music

i think everyone i know, at least everyone i've ever lived with, has happy music. this song is mine right now. i can't listen to it once...i think this is the 4th time i've listened to it just sitting at the computer right now. my happy music is seasonal and cyclical. sometimes the rent soundtrack, sometimes phish songs (circa 1992), sometimes fast drummy avett brothers songs, sometimes 90's hip hop. i have a very large soft spot for 90's hip hop. i get jiggy with it. i humpty dance. plus, thrown in some j.t. and i'm happy happy -- he did bring sexy back.

01 April 2011

no touch

i read a lot of blogs (yes, i read a lot of blogs) that are very personal. i think that's pretty much the point -- the blogger is journaling and confessing and writing what's on her mind. that's pretty much the point here, too, except for one thing -- the magic man is uber-private. can't spill his beans. so i'll be vague. he got bad news (job-wise) and he's way down in the dumps. he can't lift his spirits. i can't lift his spirits. he didn't even want to be touched. then this afternoon he got more bad news. i try to cheerlead for everyone, including myself. i try to reassure and uplift and love. what else can i do?